The morning started early: 4:15 am. Fed the cats, brushed my teeth, dressed and got out the door by 5:00 am.
Today was surgery on my mother. As if her surviving breast cancer this last year wasn't torture enough, now an operation to determine if two tumors are Whartons or related to the cancer.
I pull into her drive at 5:15 am. She tugs on her sweater and hands me her carry bag. She hasn't slept a wink. She looks tired. We are both scared but smile and face the day anyway.
My heart hurts as she passes through the door for prep. It seems like hours before we can see her. Finally the little beeper goes off and it's our turn. She is in the gown, hat and hooked to the IV. You can see the fear in her eyes but also the fierce determination that it just HAS to be OK. After a barrage of doctors, nurses and aides - it's time. I choak back the lump in my throat. Tears drip from the corner of her eyes. We hug and say - It's going to be alright. I love you. They wheel her away.
I sit in the waiting room with my younest daughter and she makes me feel so good inside. Her laughter, conversation, love and attention lets me know that being a Mom comes full circle with this kind of love. How lucky I am to have so much in my life.
Hours pass but I feel peaceful inside. I know my Mom is ok. We finally get the call to see the doctor.
Those liberating words - It was not cancer and she will be ok.
God smiled on us today. We all should pay it forward.
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Saturday, January 23, 2010
For All Mothers
Love brings joy, faith and hope to our lives
- A mother embodies all three -
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
This is our world and we affect change one thought, one action, one reaction at a time so make yours driven by HOPE and lives WILL be changed by you!
My Message for the world is HOPE
I keep this ornament on my keyboard to remind me every single day there is HOPE.
HOPE is the key to our dreams.
When we feel in our hearts there is HOPE we can accomplish anything!
It is Hope that changes the world, spreads love, reaches out to those in need.
This season, and every day for the next year, remember to keep HOPE in your heart.
Each day is a new beginning and with it a chance to change the world, help someone in need, or just provide for yourself and family.
We make life worth living by keeping HOPE alive in our hearts
and keeping our arms outstretched to meet and greet opportunity, change and love.
This is our world and we affect change one thought, one action, one reaction at a time so make yours driven by HOPE and lives WILL be changed by you!
Live authentically and love your fellow man!
Thursday, September 3, 2009

There are a few animals that come into your life that change you forever. This is my Lucky Boy. Always a smile and love to give. He follows me around and has to always sleep with a paw touching me somewhere... anywhere! When I am sad, he comforts me and when I am happy he rejoices with me. Special pets like these expand your heart and make the world a better place.
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